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SENSATION ZONE OUT

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1.
HELLO? HELLO 01:09
OUTTA BREATH WAIT FOR A BREEZE CONVERSATION FALLS DEAD AT MY FEET CAN YOU TAKE ME SERIOUSLY? A SMILE WITH NO TEETH HOLLOW ITS SO HOLLOW IT EXPLODES INTO THE OBSCENE GRASPING FOR MEANING GIVE ME A SIGN
2.
FELL ALSEEP ON THE ROCKS IT'S AS GOOD AS ANY SPOT BAD FOOTING THRU MY THOUGHTS TOO TIRED TO WANNA TALK THE VANS GETTING LIVED IN AS I PIN UP THE CURTAINS I START CHOCKING ON THE WISDOM I'M TOO TIRED TO WANNA LISTEN THE FEAR OF ASKING FOR PERMISSION LISTENING TO THE WORLD AT A DISTANCE OH, BEAUTIFUL INCOHERENCE HOLY INDIFFERENCE SURPRISED BY HI TIDE IF I SINK DON'T BOTHER ASKING WHY I'M BLIND TO HINDSIGHT AS TIME IS CONSTANTLY REVISED THE TRASH KEEPS FILLING UP MY POCKETS I CANT BELIVE I FUCKING BOUGHT IT DAY BREAKS OVER MY HEAD I FALL BACK INTO BED I DON'T MOVE I IGNORE MY MOOD I SWEAR I'M TRYING TO IMPROVE HELP ME UP HARD EDGES UNDER MY FEET IM RIDING AIMLESSLY ON CONCRETE HIT THE NERVE OH MAN IT DONT EVEN HURT MY HEAD AINT GOT NO SUPPORT I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING IT FEELS LIKE ALL OF MY PLANS GET STOLEN FEELS LIKE IM LOST IN THE WIDE OPEN IF I LOOK I'LL FALL IN I CANT FIND ANY INTENTION I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'VE BEEN EXPECTING THE FACES IN THE ROCKS ARE LAUGHING I'M WAKING UP LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED
3.
TRENCH COAT 02:31
STOLE YOUR STYLE ALWAYS FEELING LIABLE DIG DOWN TO WHERE YOUR HIDING LOOKING FOR SOME TROUBLE GOT NO COURAGE TO SAY ANYTHING TO YOUR FACE I POP UP THE COLLAR AND WALK THE OTHER WAY WHY DO I THINK YOUR THINKING ABOUT ME? BEING ALONE KINDA RELIEVING AND MY HEAD COULD NEVER FULLY UNDRESS IS THERE SOME POTENTIAL I COULD POSSIBLY CARESS I CANT BE PUT TO BED HORROR SHOW INSIDE MY HEAD CANT TELL IF I'M SLEEPING AWOKE OUTTA CONTEXT DELIRIOUS MOOD I'M THINKING IT ALL THRU TRYING TO STAY HONEST LIKE THERE IS SOMETHING TO PROVE BUT I KNOW THE PART OF ME THAT'S UNSTEADY OH, HAVE MY HEART DEFIBRILLATOR READY BLEW THE COVER SAW THE COLOR DRAIN FROM YOUR FACE LOOKING OVER MY SHOULDER OVER AND OVER CANT CONCENTRATE PARANOIA GET THE LAWYER THIS IS HIGH STAKES I CANT FIND A WAY CANT FIND A WAY LOOK AWAY NOTHING TO SAY ITS A STUMBLING ESCAPE
4.
THIS IS NOT SOMETHING AMAZING JUST AN EXCITING FEAR TRIED TO JOIN THE CONVERSATION I WAS WAY TOO WASTED I'M JUST LIVING IN STASIS AN INSECTS CRAWLING IMPATIENCE TERRIFYING OPEN SPACES LIKE SOMETHINGS ABOUT TO APPEAR OH, LETS LET THE FIRE GROW LOST IN THE SMOKEY SHADOW NOW ITS COMING FOR US BOTH WE SAY GOODBYE AND APPROACH EVERYONE PLEASE JUST IGNORE ME I WANT ATTENTION SO BAD EVERYONE THINKS I'M LONLEY I KNOW THAT THERE IS NO WAY I'M SUPPOSED TO BE DON'T TAKE ME PERSONALLY A DISCOUNT SERVICE FOR A LOVED ONE UPON RECEIVING A WHOLE BODY DONATION THROW THE ASHES INTO THE BREEZE FOR CREMATION SOCIETY
5.
EAR RINGS 02:58
I'LL HAVE YOU KNOW THAT THIS SHIT TAKES A TOLL GOT HOLES IN MY HEARING WEARING THE EAR RINGS THAT YOU STOLE ANYTHING GOES NEVER DO WHAT YOUR TOLD IT'S ALWAYS THE SUBTLE THINGS THAT I CANNOT CONTROL AT YOUR LEISURE BECOMING ENDANGERED ANNALINA YOU'RE NO STRANGER BLEW THE CHANCE ONCE AGAIN NO ROMANCE JUST GOOD FRIENDS PROBABLY A GOOD THING NOTHING TO FIND IF I'M SEARCHING I AWOKE TO FOGGY WINDOWS SOMETHING SO CLOSE LOSES FOCUS YOU PIERCE BOTH OF YOUR OWN EARS TELLING MYSELF WHAT I DON'T WANNA HEAR AT MY LEISURE I'M EN-FUCKING-DANGERED ANNALINA YOU'RE NO STRANGER NEVER GET TO KNOW YA AFTER ALL WE'VE BEEN THROUGH I'LL NEVER GET TO KNOW YOU.
6.
BOUTTA PEAK ON EXTENDED RELEASE I CANT WAIT TO LEAVE MY BODY HEADING TOWARD THE CEILING FLOATING DOWN INTO THE DEEP SMILING AT POLICE LIFES SO AIMLESSLY EASY TAPPED IN TO THE STRAIGHT FACT CONFUSED MOVEMENT I COLLAPSE LOST IN CONTACT OH NO FORGOT THAT I WAS DOSED I'M GLITCHING IN THE FLOW ALL CONTROL OUT THE FUCKING WINDOW CANT LET GO I NEVER KNOW WHAT I MEAN MY DISSOLVING IDENTITY AND I KNOW YOU HOLD THE KEY STUCK INSIDE AND I CANT LEAVE I SWEAR I COULD DIE BY LOOKING INTO YOUR EYES I'M POURING OUT MY SOUL TO BOTH OF OUR SURPRISE AND THIS IS THE DEMISE OF EVERYTHING RECOGNIZED I'M GOING BACK TO THE PLACE FROM WHERE WE BOTH ARRIVED IT FEELS RIGHT CANT BREAK THE LOCK THIS IS CORRUPT.
7.
JIMMY SHIVER 02:59
SEE YOU LATER FADES TO VAPOR SAW JIMMY SHIVER STUCK IN HIS WAY FOREVER A STRAY JIMMMY FROZE FELT A GHOST A BREEZE BEHIND CLOSED WINDOWS STIFF LIMBED AND QUIVERING DOWN TO THE BONE A NERVOUS CROWD CANT CALM DOWN NEVER KNEW HOW TO WALK A WAY THERES NO ESCAPE HE'S OUTTA PLACE FORGETTING WHY HE CAME A QUESTIONING FATE PROBABLE MISTAKE SHAKE ME TO SLEEP FEELING UNSTEADY THE SECRETES ARE NERVOUSLY WHISPERING COUNTDOWN TILL YOU CANT HEAR A SOUND OR FEEL ANYTHING
8.
BODY TREMOR 03:20
BODY TREMOR OUT FROM THE INSIDE YOU CANT DECIPHER WHAT YOU'VE REALIZED BUT YOU KNOW BETTER THAN LOOKING TO THE SKY DO NOT CONSIDER YOU JUST DECIDE DANCING INTO TREACHERY WE DON'T SAY A DAMN THING NOW AND NEVER FORMULATING ANOTHER WAY TO BE SMILE TO MYSELF OH GOD I NEED HELP COLD SWEATS FROM HELL THE BODYS ALWAYS FELT IM UNKNOWN IN A NEW HOME BEEN KEEPING IT MYSTERIOUS AND WHO KNOWS WHERE I BELONG INTO OBLIVION IM UP IN THE OUTSKIRTS ON THE EDGE OF PURPOSE THE SKY SUBMERGED BACK TO THE SURFACE NOTHINGS WRONG HOLDING MY TOUNGE FROM CONFRONTATION WITH NO OUTCOME ALL ALONG ITS ALL BEEN DONE THERES NOTHING WRONG ITS ALL TOO REAL TO BE TRUE THERES NOTHING YOU NEED TO DO IT ALWAYS WATCHING YOU
9.
3RD PERSON 02:55
DID YOU THINK ABOUT WHAT I SAID? CAS I DID NOT WONDER HOW IT FEELS TO BE DEAD A CESSATION OF THIS IMPROVE NOW MY BELIEFS ARE TURNING ON ME THEY'RE DEFORMING MY DESTINY MY GODDAMN ACCOUNTABILITY IT WONT LEAVE ME BE I'M GUITY OF EVERYTHING KID CALLED ME OUT ON THE SHIT THAT IM ALL ABOUT FOLLOWING CROWDS INTO THE ABYSS THAT WE CALL OURSELVES I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO GO NEVER FELT LOCAL BUT YOU'VE GOTTA CHARM I CAN NOT PUT MY FINGER ON KEEP IT TO MYSELF 3RD PERSON AND NO ONE ELSE IM PUT UNDER THE SPELL THE HAND I'VE ALWAYS HELD I FEAR FOR THE KNOCK AT MY DOOR I'VE NEVER FELT ALL THAT SECURE COMPANY OPPRESSES I'M SOMETHING I CANT IGNORE BEEN HAVING DRUNK DREAMS FORGET TN TM MORNING REMEMBERING MY MEMORY FEELS LIKE IM DEFORMING I'LL SEE MYSELF OUT I CANT KEEP TOGETHER I CANT KEEP IT DOWN THE MIRRORS SHATTERED REFLECTIONS BROKEN PATTERN A VOICE IN THE VOID THAT NEVER MAKES A NOISE AND IT SOUNDS JUST LIKE ME I DON'T BELIEVE THE DECOY WAY TOO FAR OUT MY FEET DON'T EVEN REACH THE GROUND DONT LOOK DOWN I'M TOO SCARRED OF WHAT MIGHT BE FOUND ON MY OWN IT'S ALL A COMPELLING UNKNOWN SOUND THE ALARMS WONDERING IF I GOT THE HEART
10.
A DISRUPTIVE PEACE AIR WITHOUT A BREEZE THE IDEAS LEASED THIS IS NOT WHAT IT SEEMS GODDAMN THIS SHITS ADVANCED I CAN HARDLY UNDERSTAND I TAKE MY TIME WHEN I FEEL SLOW SMMILE UNCOMFORTABLE IS IT GAINING SPEED ORS THE HORIZON APPROACHING? CANT TELL OVERWHELMED IN THE DEPTH OF DETAIL AS SOMETHING IS BUILDING UP INSIDE OF ME WANNA SEE IT GLOW OUT MY WINDOW A VOLCANO WAITS TO EXPLODE WANNA SEE IT GLOW OUTSIDE MY WINDOW THE VOLCANOS GONNA EXPLODE A WARMING TREND FEELING COLD AGAIN WHAT DID YOU EXPECT I COULD ONLY GUESS I'M A WANDERING MAGNET TO NOTHING THIS GRAVITY'S NO LONGER COMPELLING ITS ALL GOOD I FEEL THE WAY I SHOULD AND IF I COULD I DON'T KNOW THAT I WOULD I'M THINKING IN THE DARK LISTENING TO THE CARS WASHING UP ONTO THE SHORE I CANNOT TELL WHERE WE ARE I'M THINKING IN THE DARK THE SKY WITHOUT ANY STARS WE'RE ALWAYS LOOKING FOR MORE LIKE WE DONT KNOW WHERE WE ARE

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RECORDED IN A STORAGE UNIT FROM OCTOBER TO JANUARY IN EVERETT, WASHINGTON WITH THE BEST SHITTY EQUIPMENT

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released February 1, 2020

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