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looking at mirrors as windows

by Idealease

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tonight we're riding bikes. we'll preach our love for darkness glowing in headlights. All these commercials tryna save my life. I swear that I don't care everything grim & i feel alright. hope I'm not ruining your mood. with these opinions that don't come close to truth. they just compare our points of view it's just a wish broken in two. a part of me i always try to improve the part of me that you always see right through i don't believe the ruse. what decides between the things that we chose, what stands by watching ourselves move. out of control we feel things through. the things i get used to.
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on the hush 04:14
and you whispered in my ear. i remember all of your dumb fears. nothing left to confine we met with eyes open too wide watched us fall inside. an uncomfortable sight that i don't recognize through your words my thoughts appear brings me right back to the truth that truths unclear surreal when you realize everything caught in the stream of that old light what does it hide? behind its own disguise am i wrong if theres no validation recreate my own truth inside of fabrication go along everything in discretion i forget what i am told but it makes lasting impressions i am just pretend inside of your head apart of me controls the things you don't believe and i am all of the loose ends of your discontent with no feeling you've lost meaning and you told me things i could not believe swore my secrecy over everything what did we discuss it's all for us keep it on the hush i spilt my guts. i lost the trust.
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feels like bodies floating caught in a breeze woke up sleeping through the night that reoccurs in dreams where i'm still thinking if I'm here maybe you'll find me don't really think this will last forever but everything i know just really can't remember do you think that things could really get better? if you just realize what the mind can't find head on the floor through metaphors feelings described whats there to imply. nothings explained where rearrange by shades of light
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i am out of my mind where i don't believe i just wonder why i don't like to think thinking it makes me shy i spend my time wasting time you say get real this is real life im fucking way too high contrasting body to mind I'm relaxed while uptight. and when we meet eyes its like theres nothing to find look away tolerance break i don't change i just rewind.
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do you remember that place dissolve in surreal fog? off in the distance shadows i can't recall
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shrug hello 01:30
i walk slow everywhere i go you got places you gotta be i got things i wanna know. like when did become a hassle you still think eternity is possible im tied tight by seems I'm figured out before i speak predicting my uncertainties before i move you know where i will be vacuity remains in silence come in through the outside entire lives made out of nonsense so now i talk without a context and i shrug hello
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misstep through space into another place what to remember? where do i stay everything bent out of shape nothing feels the same tell me straight faced do i look like I'm okay? feeling far away i ended up back home found myself on the couch with your face on my phone. thinking I'm not really alone i feel something come near as you feel you've become unknown you think we're lost in excess. that value has no where to extend that time lags trying to understand eternal minds working through thoughtful hands
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released October 7, 2017

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